I don't understand why are you being like this?

You say you're not mad. You say you are just not in the mood, but it's only to me you're like this. I ask you why but you cannot answer. What does it mean? Why are you like this?!

I can't sleep coz I keep on wondering why.
I cry. I can't eat well. Can't sleep. Can't you see the effect you're having on me?!

I keep in thinking why. All dark thoughts come to my mind. Maybe you realize you don't love me anymore? Maybe you feel we're not meant to be? Maybe you feel you want something other than me....
Oh my thoughts, please stop so I can sleep. Please return to your old sweet caring self. As much as you sometimes make me mad, it hurts coz I love you.